If I could do it all over again I would say No!
But it does not take away from what you have taught me therefore I was meant to try You!
Thank you for showing me hell, striping my morality, and driving me insane.
The feeling of ecstasy as the dope spread in my veins was my only happiness.
Sleepless nights were moments of infinite torture.
The pain and agony caused by You leaving my body, felt as if death was the answer to my reality:
“Don’t leave me….
“I need You….
“I cannot live without You….
Were thoughts that caused me a river of tears.
As You watched and laughed in my vulneralbility, I still longed for You.
At my moment of being broken I was able to lift my head, remove the veil, and fly like an eagle.
I will keep flying because it is in my weakness that I discovered my true strength.
The battle continues with others whom You have chosen but in my testimony many will be saved.
Thank You Crystal meth for showing me the time of my life hence molding a character of a lifetime.
#CYN G#
Not allowing the illusion of limitation to ground us in our flight.